September 18, 2009
I something today... it was 4:00 a.m. I was awake, lying
in bed on my side, my right cheek resting on my pillow.
A pinpoint of lavender appeared brilliantly in front of
my closed eyes. It expanded and grew brighter, like a
tunnel. I opened my eyes to see if some light in the
room was causing the effect, but the room was dark and
the image reappeared when I closed my eyes again.
I remember focusing on the black--the movement was all
in the black... like waves... And then I realized the
true image was hidden in the lavender, not the black,
but it was very bright and somehow elusive and difficult
to stay focused on, especially with the distraction of
the motion in the black. I wanted to look into the
lavender longer, but struggled to stay focused on it.
Then the image shifted suddenly from black to
white--like a negative from a camera. Everything was
bright and luminous, and in the white glow I saw an eye.
I saw her eye. Jezebel's eye. And I felt very warm.
I wanted to check and make sure it wasn't some kind of
optical illusion, but I was afraid the image would
disappear if I opened my eyes. If it was her, would I
lose her? I had to know, so I opened my eyes again, but
there was no light in the room--nothing causing it. I
was surrounded in darkness. Had I ruined it? Would it
I was afraid I'd lost it, but when I closed my eyes
again, the lavender pinpoint quickly reappeared and the
tunnel deepened again. I saw something moving around the
edges, in the darkness. I wondered if it was a duck, if
the lavender was Jezebel and the movement in the shadows
was another duck. I wondered why it was black instead of
white. I tried looking for white--tried looking for
Elijah. I focused deep inside the tunnel and barely saw
the length of two or three tiny white lines... their
necks maybe? But then the shadow around the outside
began moving more swiftly, drawing my attention away to
it again. Why was it black instead of white? Not until
the vision ended did I realize that her "sister" Destiny
duck was a Cayuga duck, not a Pekin. Destiny was
I saw the lavender reshape and fly away and then
something flapping in lavender in front of me. Flapping
and flying. Flying and flapping. The image shrunk down
to a pinpoint and then transformed itself the same way
over and over again. And then at what felt like the
right time, it just silenced away and ended.
I opened my eyes, jumped out of bed and then ran
downstairs. I grabbed my black and purple watercolors
and tried to paint it, but couldn't. I tried markers,
but it didn't come out right. I couldn't show how the
black moved. I turned on the computer and recreated what
I saw as best I could. The lines were too sharp--what I
saw was much smoother and more graceful... like ripples
and waves, but it was the best I could do.
Imagine it like a a cartoon playing out--watch how the
black moves and affects the shape of the lavender
circle. Image in it happening like the wave of an
ocean--smooth and flowing. The motion was in the black;
it defined the shape it encircled. The lavender was
almost too bright to look at--extremely elusive.
I don't know what it all means. I've never seen
anything like it before. Maybe it was my mind
playing tricks on me, but it didn't feel like a
trick... it felt warm and real.
Just for the heck
of it I looked up a lavender aura:
The Lavender Aura: "Emotional"
They are born aware of other dimensions and
realities; they don't live with us or as us in this
world, but inspire us. The Life Purpose of
someone with a Lavender aura is to explore other
dimensions and realities and then share their
amazing otherworldly perceptions with the rest of
us. They are here to stimulate our imaginations,
inspire our sense of wonder, and awe us with their
magical minds. They are gentle and free spirits.
Today my heart will rest. I will give myself time to
Today... I will rest... and remember...
Elijah & Jezebel
Majestic's Royal King & Queen
October 16, 2005
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